Thursday, January 29, 2009

~ SOM3 OF TH3 BAD TIM3S ~


THIS ON3 INCIDENT THAT HAPPEN IN MY HOUSE WAS ME AND MY MOTHER GOT INTO A REAL BAD ARGUMENT AND SHE WAS JUST CURSING AND SCREAMING AT ME AND I DON'T LIKE WHEN PEOPLE SCREAM AT ME. SO I STARTED DISRESPECTING HER AND SHE STARTED CRYING AND SHE PUT ME OUT AND TOLD ME TO NEVER COME BACK. SO I PACKED ALL MY THINGS AND I HAD LEFT AND WENT TO MY GOD FATHER'S HOUSE. AND I TOLD HIM WHAT HAD HAPPEN AND HE SDAID I COULD STAY THEIR UNTIL THINGS WERE OKAY AT HOME.I WAS VERY UPSET BUT I WAS MAD AT MYSELF AT THE SAME TIME BECAUSE I THOUGHT TO MYSELF WHY WOULD I CURSE MY MOTHER OUT LIKE THAT SO I WAS THERE FOR A LITTLE MINUTE AND THEN MY MOTHER SAID I COULD COME HOME. BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO BECAUSE I FELT JUST THAT BAD BUT THEN I THOUGHT ABOUT ALL THE SACRAFICE'S MY MOTHER WENT THROUGH TO HAVE ME.AND HOW SHE REALLY DIDN'T HAVE TO HAVE ME SHE COULD HAVE JUST GOT ME ABORTED BUT SHE DIDN'T SHE MUST HAVE LOVED ME SHE TELL'S ME THAT ALLL THE TIME. BUT ME BEING THE THAT I AM I REALLY DON'T PAY HER NO MIND BUT WENT THAT HAPPEN I KNEW SHE WAS TELLING THE TRUTH BECAUSE SOMETIMES I USE TO THINK THAT SHE WAS A BAD MOTHER BECAUSE OF THE THING'S SHE DID BUT THEN I STARTED TO THINK I WAS A BAD DAUGHTER. BECAUSE OF ALL THE THING'S I PUT HER THROUGH AND I STILL HAVE NOT CHANGED MY WAYS AT ALL SO SOMETHING I THOUGHT WAS BAD REALLY TURNED OUT TO BE GOOD I MANAGE TO UNDERSTAND HER AND SEE WHAT SHE GOES THROUGH WITH ME AS HER DAUGHTER AND I LOVE HER UNCONDITIONALLY FOR THAT

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