<3 TATTOO MADNESS<3

WEN I GOT MY FIRST TATTOO I THOUGH IT WAS GOING TO HURT BUT IT WAS A SIMPLE TATTOO BUT EVERYBODY ALWAYS MAKES A BIG DEAL OUT OF TATTOO THEY REALLY DNT HURT AS BAD AS PEOPLE MAKE THEM OUT TO BE I PLAN ON GETTIN MANY MORE TATTOO BUT IN PLACES IN WHICH THEY CAN'T B SEEN BECAUSE THAT'S NOT PROFESSIONAL IN THE BUSINESS WORLD

THE LIFE OF A PROM QU33N

SHE STANDS THERE WITH THE REST OF HER OPPONETS HANDS SWEATIN HEART JUMPIN AND ALL OF THE ABOVE NUMEROUS THOUGHT RACE THROUGH HER MIND BUT NONE REALLY MATTER THE ONLY THOUGHT THAT IS REALLY STUCK IN HER MIND IS DID SHE WIN. I STND THER IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DRAKE HOTEL WAITING ANXIOUSLY TO HEAR THE RESULTS OF THE COMPEITION THAT I HAVE BEEN COMPEITING FOR ALL YEAR LONG. MS TIKACHET CALL OUT THE PROM KING FIRST."ANTONIO HAMB" EVERYONE CHEERS AS SHE PLACES HIS CROWN UPON HIS HEAD AND EVVERYONE BEGANS O SNAP THEIR PICS OF HIM . NOW THE PROM QUEEN " TIARA CRENSHAW" OMG MY HEART DROPPED OUTSIDE I WAS JUSS ALL SMILES AND WAVES BUT ON THE INSIDE I WAS JUMPIN FOR JOY LIKE YES! YES! I DID IT AS WE TOOK OUR PICS TOGETHER EVERYONE JUSS WAVIN AND SMILING AT US THE CROWD LOVED US....... I WAS SO HAPPY THAT I WON

~WHO KNOWS M3 B3ST ~

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I WOULD HAVE TO SAY THAT THE PERSON WHO KNOWS ME BEST IS MY BEST FRIEND K3NISHA B3CAUS3 I T3LL H3R ALMOST EVERYTHING THAT GOES ON IN MY LIF3. SHE KNOW MORE ABOUT ME THAN MY 0WN MOTHER DOES AND I THINK THATS THE CRAZY PART ABOUT EVERYTHING . LIKE SHE KNOWS WHAT TYPE OF PERSON THAT I AM AND SHE KNOWS WHAT TYP3 OF STUFF I WOULD SAY AND WHAT TYP3 OF STUFF THAT I WOULD NOT SAY. SO I WOULD SAY SHE KNOWS ME BEST WHEN I SAY EVERYTHING I M3AN EVERYTHING BUT SOMETIMES I LEAVE STUFF OUT BECAUSE SOMETIMES I FEEL LIK3 I TELL H3R TO MUCH THEN I THINK ABOUT AND I GO T33LL H3R AND THEN SHE WOULD ASK ME LIKE WHEN THIS WAS AND I WOULD TELL THEN SHE WOULD GET KIND OF MAD AT ME THEN SHE WOULD SAY IM NOT HER BEST FRIEND NO MORE AND MY OTHER BEST FRIEND MEGAN SHE ALWAYS KNOW WHAT I AM ABOUT TO DO BEFORE I EVEN ATTEMT TO DO IT

~TH3 M3AN3ST THING 3V3R DON3 TO A SUB~

I THINK I WAS IN LIK3 FOURTH OR FIFTH GRAD3 AND MY T3ACH3R WAS ABS3NT OR WAT3V3R. AND W3 WAS JUST DOING WHAT KID'S ALWAYS DO WH3N TH3R3 IS A SUB GOOFIN OFF AND HAVING FUN BUT THE SUB WAS M3AN AND SH3 K3PT L3AVING OUT OUR CLASS.TALKING ON H3R PHON3 AND I K3PT ASKING H3R Y SH3 K3PT L3AVING OUT OR WAT3V3R AND SH3 SAID SH3 HAD TO TAK3 SUM IMPORTANT CALL'S AND SH3 TOOK US TO LUNCH AND WAT3V3R AND W3 CAM3 BACK TO CLASS SO. TH3 NXT DAY OUR T3ACH3R WAS BACK AND TH3 SUBSTITUT3 HAD CAM3 BACK UP YO OUR SCHOOL WITH TH3 POLIC3 AND SH3 SAID SOM3BODY IN OUR CLASS HAD STOL3N 200$ FROM H3R AND I WAS LIK3 DAAAAAAANG D3Y BOGUS. AND SH3 SAID IT WAS THIS BOY IN OUR CLASS NAM3 D3SHAWN B3CAUS3 HIM AND HIS SIST3R CAM3 TO WITH SOM3 N3W SHO3S AND H3 WAS AROUND H3R PURS3 THAT WAS SO BOGUS

~ TH3 ONLY THING I CAN B IS M3 ~

~HOW TO CUR3 A BROK3N H3ART ~

BREAKING UP IS NOT ALWAYS EASY SOME PEOPLE TAKE IT HARDER THAN OTHER'S DO BUT THAT'S LIFE EVERYTHING DOESN'T ALWAYS GO YOUR WAY. BUT THEN AGAIN YOU HAVE TO THINK ABOUT IT LIKE NOTHING LAST FOREVER AND SOMETIMES YOU FEEL AS THOUGH THAT'S THE ONLY PERSON FOR YOU BUT REALLY IT'S NOT YOU MIGHT GO OUT AND FIND YOU SOMEBODY THAT WAS WAY BETTER THAN HIM\HER AND YOU WILL BE HAPPY AGAIN. BUT SOMETHING I HAD TO R3ALIZE IS THAT W3 CRY OVER TH3S3 PEOPLE THAT W3 ARE SO MUCH IN LOV3 WITH BUT THIRTY Y3ARS FROM NOW W3 ARE NOT GOING TO R3M3MB3R TH3IR LAST NAM3. BUT YOU HAVE TO DO WHAT MAKE'S YOU HAPPY AND DO WAT'S B3ST FOR YOU AND IF THAT M3AANS MOVING ON TH3N DO SO. BUT ON3 INCID3NT I WAS IN I WAS GOING WIT THIS BOY AND W3 WERE IN LOV3 AND W3 HAD BROK3 UP MAN DIFF3R3NT TIM3'S. BUT W3 HAD ALWAYS GOTT3N BACK TOG3TH3R BUT W3 HAD BROK3 UP AGAIN AND W3 GOT IN TO THIS R3AL BIG ARGUM3NT. AND W3 W3R3 R3ALLY MAD AT 3ACH OTH3R AND I THOUGHT TO MY S3LF THIS IS IT W3 AR3 NOT G3TTIN BACK TOG3TH3R. BUT I DIDN'T WANT IT TO B3 LIK3 THAT I WANT3D TO STILL B3 WITH HIM BUT TH3N MY MOTH3R TOLD M3 TO R3ALIZ3 DO I R3ALLY WANT TO B3 WITH HIM AND TH3N I THOUGHT ABOUT IT. TH3N I CAME TO MY CONCLUSION LIK3 NAW I DON'T N33D HIM AND ONC3 I STOP PAYIN HIM ATT3NTION AND STUFF H3 GOT KINDA MAD AND START3D QU3STIONONG M3 ABOUT STUFF.BUT LONG STORY SHORT I GOT OV3R IT AND NOW MY H3ART THAT WAS ONC3 BROK3N IS NOW CUR3D AGAIN

~ SOM3 OF TH3 BAD TIM3S ~

THIS ON3 INCIDENT THAT HAPPEN IN MY HOUSE WAS ME AND MY MOTHER GOT INTO A REAL BAD ARGUMENT AND SHE WAS JUST CURSING AND SCREAMING AT ME AND I DON'T LIKE WHEN PEOPLE SCREAM AT ME. SO I STARTED DISRESPECTING HER AND SHE STARTED CRYING AND SHE PUT ME OUT AND TOLD ME TO NEVER COME BACK. SO I PACKED ALL MY THINGS AND I HAD LEFT AND WENT TO MY GOD FATHER'S HOUSE. AND I TOLD HIM WHAT HAD HAPPEN AND HE SDAID I COULD STAY THEIR UNTIL THINGS WERE OKAY AT HOME.I WAS VERY UPSET BUT I WAS MAD AT MYSELF AT THE SAME TIME BECAUSE I THOUGHT TO MYSELF WHY WOULD I CURSE MY MOTHER OUT LIKE THAT SO I WAS THERE FOR A LITTLE MINUTE AND THEN MY MOTHER SAID I COULD COME HOME. BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO BECAUSE I FELT JUST THAT BAD BUT THEN I THOUGHT ABOUT ALL THE SACRAFICE'S MY MOTHER WENT THROUGH TO HAVE ME.AND HOW SHE REALLY DIDN'T HAVE TO HAVE ME SHE COULD HAVE JUST GOT ME ABORTED BUT SHE DIDN'T SHE MUST HAVE LOVED ME SHE TELL'S ME THAT ALLL THE TIME. BUT ME BEING THE THAT I AM I REALLY DON'T PAY HER NO MIND BUT WENT THAT HAPPEN I KNEW SHE WAS TELLING THE TRUTH BECAUSE SOMETIMES I USE TO THINK THAT SHE WAS A BAD MOTHER BECAUSE OF THE THING'S SHE DID BUT THEN I STARTED TO THINK I WAS A BAD DAUGHTER. BECAUSE OF ALL THE THING'S I PUT HER THROUGH AND I STILL HAVE NOT CHANGED MY WAYS AT ALL SO SOMETHING I THOUGHT WAS BAD REALLY TURNED OUT TO BE GOOD I MANAGE TO UNDERSTAND HER AND SEE WHAT SHE GOES THROUGH WITH ME AS HER DAUGHTER AND I LOVE HER UNCONDITIONALLY FOR THAT

~ GOALS AND CHANGES~

I HAVE MANY GOALS AND CHANGES FOR THE SECOND SEMESTER LIKE FOR ONE I PLAN ON GOING TO ALL MY CLASSES ON TIME AND BEING PREPARED AND STOP BEING IN THE HALLAYS BECAUSE THE HALLWAYS ARE NOT GOING TO GET ME NO WHERE BUT TO DETENTION OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. AND ANOTHERR THING I NEED TO DO IS TO ATOP GETTING SMART MOURH WITH TEACHERS BECAUSE THEY ARE ONLY TRYING TO HELP ME AND I THINK I DO NEED THEIR SUPPORT ON CERTAIN THINGS AND IF I JUST SO HAPPEN I NEED A LITTLE EXTRA POINT IN THEIR CLASS THEY CAN GIVE ME A LITTLE BOOST BECAUSE THEY SEE THAT I HAVE BEEN TRYIN VERY HARD IN THEIR CLASS. AND I ALSO NEED TO WORK ON GOING TO FIRST PERIOD ON TIME BECAUSE THAT'S THE MAIN CLASS THAT I KEEP ON FAILING

~ MY WINT3R BR3AK~

MY WINT3R BR3AK WAS OK MOST OF MY BR3AK I WAS SITTIN IN TH3 HOUS3 GOING OVER COLL3G3 APPLICATION AND THINKING ABOUT HOW I WAS GOING TO CAHNGE OVER THE YEAR. AND MOSTLY THINKING ABOUT SCHOOL AND HOW I SHOULD GO TO ALL MY CLASS3S AND STOP DITCHING B3CAUS3 MY T3ACH3RS ARE ONLY TRYIN TO H3LP M3. MY N3W Y3ARS R3VOLUTION IS TO T3LL TH3 TRUTH AND TO BE MORE OP3N ABOUT MY D3CISIONS AND WHAT I DO