SOM3THING THAT P3OPL3 DON'T KNO ABOUT M3 IS THAT I'M AFRAID TO FALL IN LOV3 OR YOU COULD SAY THAT I'M AFRAID OF COMMITM3NT B3CAUS3 ALL TH3 PAST R3ALTIONSHIP'S THAT I HAV3 B33N IN HAV3N'T B33N GOING SO W3LL AND IT'S ALWAYS B33N SORT OF A LOSING SITUATION B3CAUS3 W3N U AR3 IN A R3LATIONSHIP YOU WANT THING'S TO GO SMOOTH AND M3LLOW BUT W3N TH3Y GO TH3 OPPOSIT3 WAY OF WHAT YOU WANT3D YOU START HAVING S3COND THOUGHTS ABOUT THING'S . I DON'T KNOW MAYB3 THAT'S JUST M3 B3CAUS3 I F33L SOM3 BOY'S AR3N'T UP TO MY STANDARDS IN R3LATIONSHIP WIS3 . AND THAT SOM3TIM3S CR3AT3S T3NSION IN OUR R3LATIONSHIP AND OFT3N 3NDS . BUT WH3N I DO FIND A BOY WHO IS ON TH3 SAM3 PAG3 AS M3 I SORT OF SHUT DOWN B3CAUS3 I G3T AFRAID OF WHAT MIGHT HAPP3N OR TH3 F3AR OF M3 G3TTING MY F33LING 'S HURT OR MY H3ART BROK3N
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I kno what you mean because I have been there before. Also I feel like when that boy messes up with me, he has messed up for the rest of the future boys. I shut down too, because I dont know if the relationship can go far because of my past.
so far so good with yo page, but how come barack is not one of your friends
i must admit im afraid of LOVE as well really wen you've been through so much with one person then you leave.you dnt want to risk it all over again...so i just say do you gurl you still young lol
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